Impossible to focus.
Must write paper.
Feeling really sleepy.
Sleepy really feeling.
Paper write must.
Focus to impossible.
hmm... focus to impossible.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
True Appreciation
There are so many amazing people in my life right now -- its hard to find the balance between them and me. Its hard for me to realize that I need to put aside my urge to spend all my time with them and to do my work.
I love it, though. I love that there are people here who can help fill the void of him being so far away. I love that there are people here who make me laugh and smile and feel alive. I appreciate every single bit of the world surrounding me.
Thank you.
I love it, though. I love that there are people here who can help fill the void of him being so far away. I love that there are people here who make me laugh and smile and feel alive. I appreciate every single bit of the world surrounding me.
Thank you.
The World of White
It's snowing.
It's snowing so much that the sky and the air and the grounds have meshed into one moving, squirming, swifting mass of gorgeousness.
And I feel all right.
It has been 13 months of pure, untainted, thriving love, and I couldn't ask for anything more.... (besides him coming back home safely). And I hope that in the time we get to spend with each other soon, I can come back to school with no regrets -- no unfulfilled wishes. I don't want to forget anything.
It has been really hard to focus recently, and with only 8 days remaining, I wonder if I can make it without anticipation consuming me.
Heh.. we'll see.
It's snowing so much that the sky and the air and the grounds have meshed into one moving, squirming, swifting mass of gorgeousness.
And I feel all right.
It has been 13 months of pure, untainted, thriving love, and I couldn't ask for anything more.... (besides him coming back home safely). And I hope that in the time we get to spend with each other soon, I can come back to school with no regrets -- no unfulfilled wishes. I don't want to forget anything.
It has been really hard to focus recently, and with only 8 days remaining, I wonder if I can make it without anticipation consuming me.
Heh.. we'll see.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
I cannot believe how beautiful the snow here is. It is so clean and pure, and it falls so gently. It gathers in places that no one notices, and despite the gray skies above me, the world is a much brighter place today.
My snowboard got its first ride in way too long, and its just as I've remembered. I saved up for that snowboard for the sole purpose of coming to this school and using it every weekend. This upcoming weekend is just the start, and I'm excited beyond belief.
My holiday break is approaching quickly and I really think it will be the best two weeks of the year. I think the most frustrating thing about it is that my mother is going to be gone, and I'll have to decorate the house, being the only christmas-spirited person in my family. Alas, I'm excited to do it. I hope my dad is pleasantly surprised.... He's seemed unhappy about things recently. I want to do something nice for him this year.
I miss those raggity shoes of yours.
My snowboard got its first ride in way too long, and its just as I've remembered. I saved up for that snowboard for the sole purpose of coming to this school and using it every weekend. This upcoming weekend is just the start, and I'm excited beyond belief.
My holiday break is approaching quickly and I really think it will be the best two weeks of the year. I think the most frustrating thing about it is that my mother is going to be gone, and I'll have to decorate the house, being the only christmas-spirited person in my family. Alas, I'm excited to do it. I hope my dad is pleasantly surprised.... He's seemed unhappy about things recently. I want to do something nice for him this year.
I promise to make this a tradition:
I miss those raggity shoes of yours.
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