"Lies are just wishes in disguise"
What an interesting way to look at lies.
Erin was here last night, and it was really nice to see her and spend time with her. It was interesting to see how she's changed and how she's stayed the same. I almost felt like I was getting to know the new her, and I love it. I do love meeting new people, afterall. I'm going with her to her school today, and I have a lot of butterflies about it. I'll meet the people who she has told me so much about, and I wonder what it will be like.
I talked with a good friend last night on the phone for a while, and it was really what we needed. I'm very thankful for it. I feel like the door has been opened now, we're standing on opposite sides, and all we need to do now is reach out and grab each other.
I'm excited for that. I'm excited for another chance.
Serge is at FTX now and we won't be able to talk for this week.... but in just FOUR SHORT DAYS I will be in his arms again. It's been 13 weeks, the longest stretch we've had, and I need this so badly. I can't believe how fast and slow it went, and I cannot believe that our reunion once again is only a few days away. Each month that goes by, I'm astonished by how well we're doing. Somehow it gets better and better.
I'm meeting Eugene today at 3 to talk about working at Play N Trade again. I'm so fucking excited about that.
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