Friday, April 30, 2010

Transitioning

I had my last final as a Junior EGD student at Champlain today. I had my last day of work as the Lead Game Designer on the Emergent Media Center's UN Project, and I am currently jobless for 4 weeks. I'm really sad to leave that project at such an intense and important time, but I know that the team will really make this thing shine come our June release. I'm moving out of Spinner Place on Monday, and it will begin the summer life for real.

The Senior Show was an incredibly awesome night. Our program director really opened up to us, and it was great to see. The 2010 Class is going to be soooo missed, and I'm really sad to see them go. I know that they all will have so much success in their lives -- I have no doubt of that. The program director congratulated me with a hug on landing my internship as well, and I felt really proud and honored to receive that from her. As the 2010 class transitions into new responsibilities and freedoms, I am settling into the many changes that are going on in my life as well.

There have been a lot of transitions going on lately, and I'm welcoming them all with open arms and a smile. Every change that happens will be a change for the better, and I'm confident in that. Although it took me a while, I stopped checking to see if he was online every night, and it doesn't bother me anymore that he doesn't care. There is nothing I can do about it but move forward, and I think I'm doing a great job at that. I have to admit that I take solace in the thought that he may regret his decision some day, but whether or not he actually does is irrelevant to my future.

I'm so happy for some transition. Bring it on!


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